I panic when situations involve other people, such as relationship status in general, occur without warning.
I hate the sun, and enjoy cold, windy, blue grey, overcast days. I don't enjoy getting wet.
I don't have a style that you can label as "Goth" or "Punk", I'm a perfect blend of vintage, mod, goth(lol, really.), punk, pop, everything.
My friends are figuring out the perfect gift is a giftcard. I won't think they don't care, it would be impossible to figure out what I want for a birthday present.
I drink coke by the liter, for some reason there is never a shortage of coke in my life, simply because I demand it.
I seriously go out of my way to make the people I care about happy.
I love going with people to shop, I love walking around with them, waiting for them to try on clothes. My way of shopping is (silly, don't judge me) look it up online, call and make sure they have it, put it on hold and then go pick it up. I spend a max of two minutes actually at the mall. Note: I rarely ever shop for myself, I can't wear half the things I would like to.) :( oh well.
My music is not one genre, or one band at a time. I find music in pairs at a time. Like I found Dresden Dolls and Eisley, Coheed & Cambria and Nine Inch Nails, something like that. I never listen to what people expect me to, except Keeley, Prava, and Jacob seem to just guess right which I love. The more music I have in common with someone the less I like them. Almost as if they have nothing to offer.
I like the idea of reincarnation.
I don't (I don't know) understand my tone when I'm talking to people. So what I think sounds calm, they think I'm yelling.
I can hear you better when I'm not looking at you.
If God wanted to punish me in one way it would be to take away my sight. I live through a camera lens. From one picture I can remember how I felt, how people felt, what we said, what interesting thing happened that inspired me to take the picture.
I feel like the world is my canvas and if it isn't pretty to me, it's not right. I fight to perfect everything I do, to the last second and if I can't put heart into it I simply do not bother.
I like world history far more than the history of the United States. Why? I like how it all overlaps, how we aren't focusd on one section of history. We all grew together to what we are presently, it seems pointless....nevermind.
I expect disappointment. I always have a back up plan. I never trust people to do what they say they will. I expect people to forget things, things I have asked them not to forget. I expect failure of myself. Which is sad, but I do. That's why I stress about the little details.
I fail at seeing the big picture.
I have the patience of 12 year old, I can wait a while, but then I skip irritated and go straight to "I'm done waiting, bye."
I love like no other and if I really like you I'm obsessive and affectionate. Another sad trait, the second you push me away, I will never take you back seriously.
According to Keeley I am a sheep. Baaaaa, call me Wilbur and shoot me.
Oh wait. He was a pig wasn't he? Damn. Call me Daphne, I'll be Daphne the sheep. The grey sheep Keeley, with speckles on mah nose!!! lol, maneuverable, Keeley, maneuverable.
(yes, Keeley, I am a dork, and I love every dorkie second of it)
I really don't think people like me and it isn't till they leave or start to hate me do I start to love them back and truly appreciate their presence.
I love my solitude. I seriously could just live through a screen and never talk to anyone in person again. Save me so much stress.
My mind is always working, and if I can't actively participate in conversation it means I'm thinking about you. Lol.
I will always keep your secrets, regardless of our status. You don't have to tell me not to tell anyone. I can hear it in your voice and I can see it in your eyes.
I'm reading again. Does it show?
omg. negative zero.
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