One of my personal favorite bloggers used song lyrics to head his blogs. And I thought that it was interesting how many songs match every possible emotion, every entertaining thought, every backward glance in a crowded club, etc. So I thought I would do what he did (he no longer blogs) and see if I could ever not find a song that would fit my blogs. It's very...silly, really.
The line is from "Lying is the Most Fun a Girl can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off, by Panic At the Disco. It's one of my favorites and fits my past relationships perfectly.
Relationships for me are never I suppose straightforward and normal, at least not the ones that matter. There's a certain level of lack of judgement and people confided in me, and have my honest doubt that those people will ever read this. I don't judge people really, for example there are first impressions and yet those are adaptable. It turned out that a few days ago one of the people I respected the most was a crossdresser. I was, like, "OMG! That's chill." I haven't lost so much respect for him as I have been surprised by the fact he had asked me questions about it in the past. Surprises come in all sorts of places.
Random quote of the day, "He didn't have many bad habits, and most of the ones he did have happened to be legal." pg. 239 Drawing Blood.
Quite honestly, I write in my books, yet the only two I have comepletely destroyed with highlighters of every shade are Lost Souls and Drawing Blood. I suppose I love them so much because I feel like I want the lives presented in them, I want the experiences, the feelings, and to comprehend how anyone could even create that. But I suppose my fascination with love and people on a physical level has come and gone. I know what a boy looks like, how they feel, what they like, how they tast, I know what a girl feels, what she wants, how their minds work, and I guess once you've done one person of each gender, you've done them all. So I'm not attracted to people on a physical level. I love people with a questioning mind, with personality that threatens to engulf them, where they danger lives in who they are and who they want to be and where the two cross. I don't believe it's true that you must love yourself before you love someone else. I believe you find love in something or someone you want give yourself to, someone you want to learn everything about, something you want to overtake you and in all of that you come out on top with something more in you, (hopefully not a baby you didn't want! XD)
I was kind of against posting multiple blogs in the same day. But the mind cannot be silenced and restrained. Never shall the world cease to amuse me. And the interesting is overused. I only use it because I'm sort of speechless as to what emotion I feel for someone's work.
"i jus want to know how you're made," Trevor breathed in his ear. "I love you so much, Zach. I want to climb inside you. I want to taste your brain. I want tofeel your heart beating in my hands."
Isn't love beautiful?
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