This morning while I was eating breakfast (lays chips and canada dry) I was thinking about the grass. That if it could choose what color it would be, what color would each individual strand of grass pick? Would some be red because their angry at people abusing them all the time? Would they be blue because they're sad they're sationary plants? Would they be purple because grass is awesome? Or they have their own interpertations of colors and try and reach out to passerby to explain why they're such a color? I would stop and listen. I don't think it's fair that the grass is abused and abused and abused. You know what I hate...tress. Fucking trees.
I'm surprised. I really am. That death is so interesting. I think I want it more now than when I started this summer thing. But it's like. Swallowing a pill not knowing what the side effects will be but only understanding this is something that was going to happen, you had to take your medience (of death) and you only got the oppurtunity to pick the time, place, method, and choice of three songs to die to. My three songs to die to:
1. Tomorrow Comes Today by Gorillaz
2. Every Planet We Reach is Dead by Gorillaz
3. Feel Good Inc. by Gorillaz
have you noticed I really like Gorillaz? I do. I have yet to find a band where the music actually makes me believe I can live off it for the next four hundred years, and always feel electrified in my blood. That's an amazing feeling. But no other band has done it for me.
New Project(I haven't given up on the old one :p ) Five Cds that I have to fill with songs I have never heard before. They can be anything, about anything, however the songs have to be under six minutes long, each song must describe something different, and artists can't be repeated....
wtf. I hate Karen. I hate Karen a lot right now.
Karen is a long time friend who sends me silly project ideas like the one above. I think she's just trying to distract me from cutting myself or other people. You know what the weird (and maybe kind of sad) part is I do them. I must not be drinking enough... :( more wine please :)
how can anyone drink beer? It's disgusting. tea, sure, whiskey, okay, and guiness smells awesome( I won't drink it, mainly because my friends won't let me) but not beer. Never in my presence. I've tried beer. My first taste of beer was when I was twelve, my mother gave it to me....so much love in the family. Now I hate the stuff. Gross. Wine on the other hand is good, but it messes with my heart. Yay! Genetics at work! Will I stop drinking? Nope. Let the happiness flow into you, center you, remind you that there is still a life left to live.
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I Write Stories...,
I have an ultruistic nature, Zed. I want to help people.
So, let's make a deal. I have read four of your blog entries. I have commented with sincerety, slightly side stepping issues that just do not interest me, nor do I understand what to do with those issues, as a reader of your blog. I certainly am not wanting you to be encouraged to dig yourself a hole.
So, I use what you give me and write to you. And so, far, (with your being a psyc. maj.) you ought to agree with me, that I have done a good job in giving safe answers.
What I want to do, is have you give me a reading assignement. Something I can find on line. If it has chapters, I will read it one chapter at a time. A chapter and report from me. Then, you have to read a chapter of my "Love One Another" manuscript at http://deityquest.blogspot.com/ Start with the first chapter and give me a report in exchange for my report. Is this agreeable to you?
Jim
Hey,
I misspelled a few words above. That happens to me a lot when I'm in a hurry.
Thanks for not holding it against me.
Jim
quite honestly, I prefer books to blogs. Much more complicated than people could ever be.
Take your pick. Drawing Blood or Exquisite Corpse both by Poppy Z. Brite. I mean, if you don't read them I'll be highly offended.
And then I wouldn't want to be your friend anymore.
is it honestly worth my time to read something that I don't and most likely can't believe in? From what I understand aren't readers of the Bible supposed to use their own interpertations? I can't help but feel that you view as nothing more than someone to convert. Which makes me sad. You don't even like me for me, you only want to kill the side of me that rejects God.
How cruel.
Go eat a quookie, you meanie.
:(
I Write Stories...,
Like I said, I will read anything you want me to read, one chapter at a time. But, it has to be available for online reading.
Jim
You “prefer books because they are much more complicated than people could ever be”? Your preferences certainly are your own business until you put them forth on a blog; therefore, I am going to comment about books v. people for being complicated and, therefore, interesting. A book is just an extension of the human who wrote it. Way more variety and growth can come forth from the human as time crawls along. Books remain repetitious and unchanging and they have no ability to love you back. If you hang in college long enough, and you keep taking the easy psychology courses as electives, eventually you will get around to the serious stuff in the realm of abnormal psychology. Then tell me that a book is much more complicated than people (blogs) could ever be. How many years have you been on the planet so far? My guess is that at this time in general for you, you would probably have a lot more satisfaction by taking a course in theater and thoroughly check for future needs to cast someone with your style, your drama.
i guess. if that's what you want. I mainly prefer books to blogs because books are technically more organized than blogs usually are, and you're right they can't love you back, but they also can't hurt you emotionally. Books have a tendency to make you think, to make you feel certain ways (with the exception of love), blogs you either find it interesting or you don't, and even then you only like a few posts. Books may not change but if you let them or want them to, books change you. Every book I've read has impacted me in some way, compared to the one blog that I actually like, I'm sticking with books.
I Write Stories...,
It appears you have a new reader. You answered to both messages. I'm not "toosassy". If I am writing to you, I'll be fare. I will tell you exactly what I am thinking in terms that are considerate.
People who call themselves, 'Toosassy' are sitting back waiting to tare you up. So, be careful what you write. Seems like someone is waiting to pounce.
Anyway, I need you to give me something I can read on line. I really do not want to own books like the ones you suggested. My wife would not understand my even having them in the house. She is the 'spiritually sensitive' type. It would vex her spirit, and I would not hear the end of it for quite a while after it is gone.
Jim
Be nice, "Toosassy". I think "I Write Stories" has more self control than you seem to think. I don't believe you are going to bait him out.
There are online books. You do not have to give me a blog to read.
Jim
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